Monday, November 22, 2010

It's been a while since I last wore this dress.
Found it hiding in my wardrobe while I was looking for something.

Got this jacket during a Raya Bazaar @ The Curve few months back.
And the dress?
Cotton On.

I finally got all the stockings I ordered from Colorful Pink Room.
It was definitely worth the wait.

I was watching Ugly Betty two days back.
The lines (not the exact same of course)

I have said my goodbyes,
In fact I said it so often.

Gave me inspiration to write this:

I have said my goodbyes, I may have even said it more than I should.
Some were happy goodbyes. And some others are just hard.
As hard as it is, a person who loves you will wave good bye with tears of joy and sadness.
With a smile on their faces.
Even if it isn't easy.
It never was. It never is.
However, it is up to us to gather the courage and move forward.
Get out of the comfort zone and start a brand new life.
Goodbyes aren't the end.
It is just the beginning of a new chapter.

Well, that's the way I see it.

♥ not.yor.average.barbie ♥
My latest purchases!!

Grey Blazer: Topshop
Pinstriped Dress: Cotton On
White Leggings: Colorful Pink Room
Accessories: Diva

Love the blazer to bits!

Wait till it's month end.
It's shopping theraphy again.
This time, I'm heading to Zara, Pavillion.

♥ not.yor.average.barbie ♥

Friday, November 19, 2010

A space you need to keep watching. (:

I spent my off day building this site up.
Yup, sat in Starbucks, sipped on my usual coffee
and starred into space, with my thinking cap on.

I have to agree with the partner,
that this site, definitely has a touch of my personal blog.

Oh, what am I talking about?
You'll know soon enough.

a.Venue by M.Square

Just make sure you stay tuned!!
We'll be anouncing the official opening date in no time.

Tuesday, November 16, 2010

This past week, it got me thinking a lot.
About you. About us.
Is this really happening or is it just too good to be true.
Then that particular night, yes, the very night that I got pissed drunk.
You know what ticked me off?
The thought of you carrying her photo wherever you go.
And I questioned myself, where do I stand then?

Thursday, November 11, 2010

she is as vainpot as her mommy.

she woke me up at 9am to take her swimming.
and by 11, we were out the house for shopping grocery spree.
she went to my mom's wardrobe,
picked her own dress
* *
went to my room,
grabbed my boater hat.
and yes,
that is my four year old.

a lil' too soon but she makes me proud.
and no, I did not teach her all that!!
it's in the blood.

♥ not.yor.average.barbie ♥
of food.drinks.and.what.nots.

Was searching through my old bag of make ups and found these!
Pink & Purple Nail Polish!!
Thankfully it's still usable.

Painted in just before I went The Curve for dinner.

Dinner @ Sakae Sushi with Quah Eugene.
From Ikea's Swedish Meatballs to Bubba Gump to Thai Express to this.
So fickle minded, that guy.
We had..

Lipton's Iced Lemon Tea

Chuka Kurage
* I didn't know it was seasoned jellyfish until eating it after a number of times *

Egg Mayo Gunkan
Chicken Cheese Yaki
Kani Salad

Prawn Fried Rice each, which we both didn't finish.

Last but not least,
more Egg Mayo!!
Egg Mayo Inari is wrapped with seaweed however Gunkan is..
I don't remember.
Eugene ordered Grilled Scallop too.
Which was kinda raw.

Went Starbucks for Coffee after being so bloated.
We played Poker & Chor Dai Di.
and he thought me how to deal.
And kept calling me Fish for being such a noob in Poker.
I cleared my debts by bluffing though.
Who's the Fish now?!
* whistles *

Got home and started with my nails again.
I miss doing manicure.

Combo of Red + Pink, Aqua + Purple
Too free.

I finally received my items from Miccaz!!
But out of everything I bought from them,
I only loved the shorts and the animal print bag.
Hence I'm selling of the other items which are not shown here.

Beige Cardigan: Cloth and Sash Boutique
White Tank Top: Cotton On
Shorts and Bag: Miccaz
I ♥ this pullover oh-so-muchh!!
It's soft and comfy, it's my lullaby!!!
another one from Cotton On.
I always lovee my purchases from this brand.
It is always at affordable prices!
One place that will make a tiny huge hole in my pocket but worth every penny given.
Pinstriped BF Shirt: Cotton On
Black Shorts: Cotton On 
The shirt is pretty long for a not-so-shortie like me.
It looks better tucked in or tied at the end of it.
Material is thick enough to keep me warm and thin enough to walk under hot sunny days.


White Laced Dress: Cloth and Sash
Red Cardigan: The Attire's Attic

I adore every single bit of this number 7th laced dress I've got.
* if I counted correctly *
The cutting is superb and the lace used as layering is awesome.
However, the material is slightly sheer and is best worn with nude colour intimates
* like duhh *
and this Red Pullover which I bought quite sometime ago is excellent though it's a lil' heavy.
Material is thick enough to keep me warm in Genting
* I hate suck in cold cold weathers *
and it is uber comfortable

I am heading to bed now.
Bfore that, I'm gonna eat.
G'night world.

♥ not.yor.average.barbie ♥
It's 7.17am and I am still wide awake.
Well, that is what you get for "napping" the whole day
and be an owl at night.
Not forgetting an Ice Venti Vanilla Latte + a huge mug of Nescafe
Oooh, there's a plan for a visit to Pizza Hut too later in the evening.
With whom?
We'll see.

All apparels are from Cotton On
Headband: Forever 21
* oh how I miss shopping with Andrea *

muh-nehhhhh muh-nehhh muh-nehhhh!!
$$$ comee to mommyyy quick!!


The world is grey, mine at least.
Clouds move above me,
while I walk on scorched tars,
beneath the blue painted sky.

When I was a kid,
I was the princess in distress,
Awaiting prince charming or knight in shining armour,
To rescue me from the dragon's pit.

When I was in school,
Some of the people I met,
They were just too good to be true.

When I grew older,
There was heartbreak and loss, cheaters and liars,
And friends who changed,
"Why?" my mind wonders

Now, I stand completely still, surrounded by grey walls.
I realised,
Sign posts the obstacles we must overhaul that comes with a cost,
What was seemingly the win could simply be disguised, camouflaging what was lost.
Sometimes I laugh when I am sad, I cry when I am happy.

Secret doors open to reveal shades of discarded grey that represents untold secrets in the room.
I stopped. stared. and thought.
of all the what ifs.

Sometimes in the room,
I find myself standing firmly on both two feets.
At times, I find myself loosing my footing.

and sometimes, one of the many doors tell me this:

It is all in the past.
Words can't hurt and memories fade.
I am sorry for the mistakes
You're the one that is wrong.

And this are the doors that colour my grey, grey world like a rainbow.

♥ not.yor.average.barbie ♥

The Preppy School Girl (((:

Preppy school girl?
I miss studying.

Orage Blazer: Ablinc
Black Camisole: CottonOn
Black Skirt: CottonOn

ahhh, kids nowadays love their gadgets don't they?
and boy, their gadgets are more hi-tech than mine!
lucky kids.

I am no spoil brat.

I am selling off this blazer.
hop over:

♥ not.yor.average.barbie ♥
"Love is like quiksilver in the hand.
Leave the fingers open, and it stays.
Clutch it, and it darts away"
- Dorothy Parker

"Love is when mummy holds my hand and swim together"
- words of a four year old

The word "LUST"
Do I need to elaborate?
Readers, you know what it means.

Then there's "HATE"

Hate is something you can never see nor touch.
Jealousy is the devil in disguise,
which kills love slowly,
under the pretence of keeping it alive.

Love and Hate are opposites.
Hence the creation of
- Ying & Yang
- Black & White
The balance in life.

Where does sex stands then?


In between all love, there will be lust, even when you hate that someone you once love.
Sex just happens.

some may disagree but please,
this is just pure ramblings.
it isnt an open debate.

different people, different thoughts.

♥ not.yor.average.barbie ♥


I finally found my yellow legging


Yellow Beanie: Forever21
Madonna Marilyn Monroe Tank: MyFavouritees
* thank you danny, for letting me know. LOL *
Yellow Legging: Offline *3K Bazaar*

If only I had a huge earphone.
It'd fit in.


Yes, finally found a way to combined this yellow things.
However, I won't be wearing this out.
Not in the country I'm leaving in, at least.
I don't wish to be mistaken as "seafood"

♥ not.yor.average.barbie ♥

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

Was browsing Deviant Art for some nice wallpapers earlier.
Found a few awesome photographers with amazing photos that caught my attention.
Thought I should share.

Images by: Alcholado

Images by: Lara Fairie

Images by: Pumpkin King

Images by: Khomenko

if only I am one talented photographer..

♥ not.yor.average.barbie ♥