I acted like an irrational jackass tonight.
I am such an imbecile, nitwit, nimcompoop,
whatever that relates to being an idiotic person or foolish or stupid.
See what my stuborness got me into.
Now I live with regrets.
I love you. Always have. Always will.
I pretended it wasn't transparent between us.
I hoped, wished and prayed everyday that it wasn't.
Yes, joke is on me now.